Everyone keeps telling me that I've lost weight, but I haven't at all. Huh.

Going back to Uni hopefully this weekend...I'm still really scared about a lot of things. But I have to go back sometime! I just realised that I was supposed to sign some form way back in May and I don't think I ever did...I hope it doesn't fuck anything up, I still seem to be enrolled for all the right things...

Me and my mum were talking about what star signs our favourite Winchester boys would be, and at first I was like "Well Dean's obviously an earth sign and Sam is an air sign", then she said "No, Sam is more like a Cancer" and I was all "Well Jared Padalecki is a Cancer" then we decided that Dean is really more of a Pisces and duh, Ackles is a Pisces. So I concluded that they must be shitty actors as they are just playing themselves, haha. Although it's more my mother that puts Dean as a Pisces, I still think earth sign...how irrelevent to anything, haha.

I'm kind of burning myself out on the new HIM album and it isn't even officially out yet! (except in Finland from today.) I better stop listening to it now...

OMG, old CKY shit! I lost all of this stuff ages ago and now I have it back! Oil, omfg! It might just be that time of the month, but Deron's vocals on 'Drag Me Down' are strangely sexy... and omg, This End Up Myspace, videos of teenage Deron singing and he's wearing shorts and fucking bouncing and squeeeee! I need to find the time and space to sit down and properly watch these things and just melt over them. It suddenly feels like I have no time since tomorrow is for packing and once in Lancaster I don't even know if I'll have the internet straight away and my laptop up there needs fixing and there are books I don't have yet and and and...bah! Not enough time to rediscover all of this great music! OMG, Death's 'Leprosy' album! And and and My Dying Bride! I haven't heard 'The Dreadful Hours' in forever and I downloaded it so now it's on my iPooooood, which hates me because I overuse and abuse it but I <3 it like woah...major downloading kick today because I got so sick of not having half my music. Only 2 or 3 Opeth and MDB albums = insanely wrong. So now I have more =P

Ville & Deron fic has been cut down, still over 2000 words but it's neater. Now it still needs a total re-write to make it, you know, better. And since it has Ville Valo in it, and he is a lot more popular than Deron Miller, I'm gonna be sneaky and join Ville slash comms to pimp it out =P

oiL songs do make me stupidly happy. Deron doing happy poppy music! What the hell is not to like? =D *dances*