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'a diary should be an antidote to hindsight'
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Hi guys. Most of my public entries are music recommendations or the occasional random meme. Assuming you've checked my user info for interests in common, if you want to be able to read my personal entries (a lot of angst, tends to get quite repetitive if I'm in a relationship I'm afraid) then feel free to leave a comment here and I'll add you back =)
 
 
'a diary should be an antidote to hindsight'
24 December 2011 @ 04:14 am
1. What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before?
Umm...worked the FA Cup final in a pub near Wembley Stadium? Had a friend with benefits for a month? I...can't think of anything else. ETA: Oh yeah, I did cocaine that one time, that was new!
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Don't make them, next question.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My cousin did. I haven't seen the baby yet, though.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No one close to me personally, no.
5. What countries did you visit?
None =(
6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
God, a boyfriend. Some friends in general. More money. My own place.

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30 October 2011 @ 01:59 pm
So I've noticed that my tweets haven't shipped here since May.

That kinda sucks. I liked having them archived.

ETA: Apparently my tweets have to be public to get shipped here...and I can't risk that, so I'll just try to remember to do it manually once a month. Kind of a pain in the ass, but hey, I just did almost 6 months worth in under 2 hours, so whatever.

If anyone still follows me and if any of you miss me, I use Tumblr now. infectedsense.tumblr.com is me. I do angsty lj-style posts over there now! You can catch up on which of my colleagues I am currently sleeping with! I also reblog a lot of pictures of Jason Sudeikis.

Yeah. Hi.
 
 
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18 July 2011 @ 03:23 pm


You need to understand that Jay Baruchel is beautiful.



Also he's Canadian and he's been in some decent-ish Hollywood movies (Tropic Thunder, Knocked Up, She's Out Of My League) but he still stars in a whole bunch of low budget indie Canadian films, which are actually his best work (Real Time, Just Buried). Because he's awesome.



This has been a Jay Baruchel is better than you moment.
 
 
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My birthday is coming up so maybe my parents would treat me to it.

I’ve narrowed it down to three possible lyrics:

"If I don’t let myself be happy now then when?"

"I could be so much more than this/I wanna be so much more than this"

"I won’t always love what I’ll never have"

They all mean something to me. I’m planning to get it on my right forearm (where my CKY tatts are) so the first one might be too long to look decent. The second one might just read a bit arrogant out of context, I’m thinking. The third one is kinda depressing, lol. I think I like the sentiment of the first one the best.

Anyone have a preference? Any and all opinions welcome, whether you’ve heard of the band or not!
 
 
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20 April 2011 @ 09:51 am


If you only once would let me,
Only just one time,
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight.
Don't think we're not serious,
When's it ever not?
The love we make, it's give and its take
I'm game to play along

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time.

All the best DJs are saving
The slowest song for last,
When the dance is through
It's me and you,
Come on, would it really be so bad?
The things we think might be the same,
But I won't fight for more.
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve,
Count on that for sure.

Can't say I was never wrong,
But some blame rests on you.
Work and play, they're never okay
To mix the way we do.



Exactly where I'm at right now. Almost word for word. God, Jim Adkins. So so happy I have tickets to see this band in June. If I could marry their music, I would.

I have a plan to make the situation less like this song, though. Let's hope it works. Because I can't deal with things the way they are. I pretend I can, but I'm a neurotic insecure mess and I can't.
 
 
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10 April 2011 @ 02:01 pm
Suffice it to say, I still have a LOT of issues and hang-ups.

Things are kind of...*makes see-saw gesture with hands*.

Before I got drunk and did what I did, I had a list of reasons in my head as to why this would be a bad idea. They're all still valid.

I just hate being kept waiting. REALLY hate it.

Ugh.

...why the fuck did I have to sleep with him, it just makes everything more complicated =/
 
 
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